21 march 2010

UH-OH, holidays gonna end soon.

Love the sabah trip very much. Updates regarding the trip will be postponed to next week due to my LAZINESS.


School life is going to be tougher after this holiday.
Thousand of tasks and projects that need to complete ASAP.
a. leo eco project
b. leo games
c. bsmm painting and installation.
d. catch up form 4 syllabus
e. CO concert preparation.

and....

maybe pianoforte grade 8 examination.

I'm not sure whether want to take up this challenge or not. My free time seems to be limited by extra curricular activities and tuition classes. I don't like this kind of life. MORE TIME FOR PIANO AND ER-HU please!




ehehee, no more emo-ing. X)

I need 48 hours per day. =(

Ended~

And so we say buh-bye to PMR!

Tension released.

*looking forward tomorrow's date with my 白果，腐竹and糖水。

now playing: i started a joke by angela zhang.

*******

8.30pm.

Just finished packing all my books...
I didn't know that I have so much books till I packed them all together.

approximately 60 books here.Hahaha, I've forgotten the exact number. xD
There are still some of them which i haven't take it out from another rack. Uh-huh, I think i can sell them for about 10 ringgit. Anyway, its FOC, anyone wants it? You can come and get it from me.







Kay, wanna watch BEETHOVEN VIRUS.
bye.

He's from Shanghai.

I received a phone call from hui yee last Wednesday and she told me Pn chong is inviting a conductor from Shanghai to see our orchestra's standard on today. Maybe he is going to replace our conductor. =( Oh-oh, i need to cancel my plan to PONTENG SEKOLAH. Haha, that doesn't matter cuz i do love to sacrifice my wonderful morning to study at home for my orchestra. Heehee * im not kidding*.Im so nervous all day long today,wondering how the conductor looks like. Seriously, if he have the figure and face like Mr H, i definitely will vomit. Luckily, he is much more better than Mr H. Haha.

Everyone was quite nervous when we performed " rasa sayang" and " tanam padi" to him. Luckily we performed quite well and he clapped twice. * haha* And then he suddenly wanna see a part of solo from each of the instruments. So, Im represented Er-hu as im the new leader. * dying* Im the first to perform among all of the instruments. Ahh, Im too nervous and my hands were cold! I chose to perform a part of rasa sayang to him. Luckily everything going smoothly. He said quite okay but i have a bit problem on holding and using the bow. I knew that long long ago already but i cant fix it. T__________T
Overall, he said we are quite good and same level as the chinese orchestra of University Malaya. * Hahaha. the whole orchestra was laughing like mad* The problem is we don't have strong basics so our skills are not good enough.







Three days holidays from tomorrow onwards. Yeah!
and im planning to ponteng on tuesday *grins* xD.




8 days towards PMR Trial.

4 June 2009

*dissapointment.

Force myself to wake up early on 7am in the morning.
Orchestra Classic was going to have holiday practice today.
Went there on 8.30 am to wait for wan rong's key..
need to help her to open the door of our storage room.
waited for her for about 20 minutes ><

In the end... the practice cancelled due to wind band camping.
i waited for today's practice for soooo long and now???
dissapointed.
tomorrow cant go to the practice neither.
cannot learn from the pro ones...
Arghhhh...



*zhadao =='||

feeling boring and did the Name analysis Hui Wen recommended. the results bombed me. Nothing to say... 黄文意的成份：

• 戀童癖：42.43%
• 愛：33.63%
• 高手高手高高手：17.28%
• 米諾夫斯基粒子：3.13%
• 心中的翡翠森林：1.80%
• 渣渣：0.92%
• 不良思想：0.80%

---

「打起精神來吧，黄文意。」

「不會飛的豬，也就只是隻豬而已」

黄文意的稱號就是：

天下第一舉世無雙絕對無敵真正非常超越超級震古鑠今空前絕後刀槍不入無堅不摧無所不能一定正宗非常動感鋼鐵王

*****

「不會飛的豬，也就只是隻豬而已」- bombed me seriouly.. ==

d name.... too long bah??!!

*nervous.

OHWELL... after practicing for about half a year ,finally the exam has reach...
it is on tomorrow 4.18pm in one world hotel ,damansara.
Dont really have confident.
last time grade 3 practical i just awarded a PASS.
anyway, its 6 years ago.
hope the history wouldn't repeat.
I want a DISTICTION!!!!


打起精神來吧，黄文意。」<< this result really suits me ... haha


Wenyi, be confident and dont be nervous.

Everything gonna be alright!
Thats what i only hope...

x)

meaningful day~0515

first of all...
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to my dear Kel Yinn!!!
*hope u will like the present ho...
*and dont sweat after reading the card ==*




Second...
today is a meaningful day for my mom too.
Her new pharmacy in IOI new wing is now open!!!
It is opposite with T.G.I friday .
Pictures....




Hmmm...
CONGRATULATIONS and ALL THE BEST to mum
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED KEL YINN~ love u!







p/s: not going to update for 2 weeks....
exam is right here on next thursday.



books haven read:
KH form 2 perdagangan and form 3
Science form 2 and 3
Geography~haven touch yet ***
Komsas
Literature
Chinese
and a lot... TT



I guess its time to continue my studies again... haizz

Art Project

phew~ finally!!!!
i've finish the art project.
actually me,remy,sze and jasmine have done 80% in school.
Just need to stick cottons and stars on top of the chopstick.

Ingredients: wooden chopsticks,wire,cotton,threads,coloured paper,stars.

Our masterpiece...Muted wind chime ==*
Give some comments?? heehee*

i think its a bit childish huh??
But... its SWEET!!

need to continue my studies now... Bye!

Lee Hom Music Man concert

Wohhooo....Superb nice!!
Superb Superb Superb NICE

the stadium was fully seated
about 25thousand people.. fuyoh!!!
I love the performance of the band of xiao wang ,xiao li ,xiao hong and leehom THE MOST!!!!
*four of them are the same...*
till now,i cant recognize who was the real lee hom.


He performed four kinds of instruments in the concert included piano,electronic guitar,drum and violin.


He played two songs with his violin that is "when you reach upon a star" and "luo ye gui gen"! It was awesome... Arghhh!!


for more information.. please refer to tomorrow's newspaper.. it will be very long if i post it here...

the photos are blur... because i used my handphone.

Nah...Handphones do not snap clear and high quality photos.
I regret not to bring my camera...
anyway,it was very high risk to bring there cuz cameras were strictly prohibited.
sumbody in front of me recorded some part of the concert *huh*

2nd of May...

Four more hours....

Lee Hom Music-Man Concert 2009 @ Bukit Jalil!!!!

let me practice to shout first...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!



==* cannot tahan myself

Ist of May...

Labour day...
It meant nothing for me.. except one.. HOLIDAY~
yeah! thats all i guess... haha
Dad went to seremban to participate in the Annual Interstate Cycling Trip.
3 Days cycling for approximately 300 kilometers.
I wonder how 150+ cyclist survive under burning hot sun.
Gah... thats what my mum said: " they suffer a lot but they are happy "


Went to IOI popular and saw a lot of Seksyen 4's bookworms.
Yew sian's brother, Khe sin's sister and a lot...
I guess they went to buy reference book and exercise book?!
I dint bought any of them... they make me feel sick!
Anyway, Im very glad that i've found the book which i had fell in love since last time i went back to penang. Bought it with my hari anugerah RM 30 voucher.
but i guess i dont have the time to read till the mid year exam ends.
The cover page attracted me... cant forget it since i came back from penang.

its about vampyre too.. but not really same like twilight series.
*vampires are very famous currently...*
I guessed I fell in love with vampires.. kakax

Ahhhhhh~ tomorrow is the day !!!!
*2nd of may 2009*
lee hom's music man concert 2009 @ stadium national bukit jalil!!!!!
going with my darling*sze* and mum..



*30 hours left*

*25 April 2009*

Yesterday night...

Dad was finally came back earlier compare to the past two nights. He reached home about 9pm. Looks so tired and probably sleepy too. He fed the prawns and suddenly asked me.." how many days u never feed the prawns already." I was totally shocked and said " Har..." He knew that my responds showed that i never feed the prawns in the few days he came back late. OMGsh! He must be very dissapointed for this useless daughter who forgot the job to feed the prawns.
Actually, my memory wasn't so weak. One of the reasons : I only remember to do the job when my dad is outstation. Second: I was busy for my projects.So sorry~dad.

I asked for the pdf program from him. Told him that my computer was functioning like an antique computer. I heard him mumbled after that-" why u keep spoiling the computer." He mumbled very soft but i still can listen to it.
Neh~ its not my fault okay? It wanna function like a antique is not my problem. The cpu is quite old (for me) and it was pirated windows program. Maybe because of that, it was just like an antique.Dont care la~


*********************
I walked back after the hari anugerah ends~
some of the people were staring at me.Maybe they were wondering why that OL is walking under the hot sun? (OL: my chinese orchestra uniform looks like OL uniform) . HOT ...HOT... HOT...

I tried to open the element 1 with the pdf program. Failed~ ISH! i tried to download another pdf reader and finally it worked.. But... the paper stucked in the printer when the printer printed until page 41. Feeling like banging my head on the wall. Hell!!!!!!!

Looks like need to wait for dad again to rescue me..

*updates*

nah... maybe i will be posting in english version for the rest of this year. My desktop had encountered some unknown problems and my dad seems doesn't want to fix for me... POOR GIRL~ my english horrible sia!!!! The desktop is currently functioning like an old fashion computer which always hang, take a long time to load, and cannot do this and that.Yeah.. its windows XP but it was more horrible than windows 1998. I failed to sign in my messenger,fail to download PDF program to read and print my history folio element 1, fail to sign in to any of my accounts like email, facebook and the most important~ I CANT LOG IN TO BLOGGER.It kills me ~ I don't know i need to wait until when only i can complete my element 1. What the computer can do now is download David Archuleta's album~ muahaha! if it cannot do that, im gonna bang it and dump it into the rubbish bin.Mum asked me to ask dad to buy a new computer for me. I want an apple MAC or sony VAIO ... but i dont dare to ask.So~ we were just talking craps.Dad is currently busy on his company's exhibition and coming back late everyday. Seriously, I never saw him for this three days.

When can i print my history element 1????

*Im a bit back to normal as this week's english tuition was much much much more better than last week. But anyway, i must say that most of it i took the point from the reference book~thats why the red words are getting less in my exercise book~kekex.

I've recieved the comfirmation letter from TRINITY GUIDEHALL about my grade six piano exam. It falls on 5th June. One and a half month left for me to practice~Nervous!


Tomorrow is Hari Anugerah Cemerlang. My orchestra classic including me is going to perform two songs to the guest. Good luck to everyone tomorrow!
Dont try to speed up ur motor and rushing like hell. I cannot follow ler~Follow the beat please. Haha.Im going to recieve prize too.. ><

Maybe will take some pictures if i bring my phone with me tomorrow~ wait for my good news~

*E*

E for...

exhausted. emo-ing. err... emm....


this is what i feel now. AHHHH~


my mood is back to a bit normal d!
but not really good yet *


yesterday was my BLACK THURSDAY~
yesterday's life was so sucks.. unlucky and deadly terrible.
I lost my wallet.
I lost my pencil box.
I lost both of them in Anjung D.
My wallet and pencil box was stolen by some unknown DAMN DAMN POOR theives from my bag after I'm back from sports day rehersal.
I dropped my shirt on the wet floor when i bathed.
I dropped my towel later.
I wanted to buy a mechanical pencil from the bookshop and they had no stock left.
My mum suddenly break the car when we was in a T junction. I shocked.
I did something extremely horrible in the shopping centre .* secret*



today my luck is much much much more better compared to yesterday~
GLAD!^^



tomorrow is our school sports day!
Im marching for BSMM~
BSMM rockz!
I wish to go to a green field with blue sky and shout out loud~
Ahhhh~ I'm sure it will help me to release my STRESS.
but there were no such place in Malaysia yet.
I miss the green field , blue sky and clouds in england sooo much!

*untitled*

SERIOUSLY, Im really in a terrible mood now. Please dont read this post if u don't want me to spoil ur mood.



This is the first time i have this strong feeling . I'VE LOST MYSELF.I dont really know is it correct to say it like this, but this is the only way i think i can say.Now, what i feel is, Im just like a dead body with no feelings and soul.I'm repeating what i do everyday. Sleep-eat-school-study-projects-tuitions.Not meaningful at all. I just try to finish all my homework and projects everyday, try to fulfill what the teachers desires.It is not the lifestyles i want at all.Today I read one chinese passages on human life and what i dont really agree is every human life can be very interesting if it is made into a movie even though a beggar's life.
Yes, maybe some of my life is meaningful and remarkable but i dont really enjoy my Form 3 life. It was too stressful for me. A mountain of projects, three years syllabus of studies and my piano exam.I want a break,maybe three days of holiday without books and projects will do. Let me sleep and do whatever i love.

I went to english tuition today and what i did last week very dissapointed me and her. I dont really know why I did this kind of work often this year. She said I struggle too much upon myself this year. Maybe I really put too much pressure on myself. It doesn't give me any benefits.She said what i did last year was much better than this year. I dont know why Im still not in the right track even though it was already april now.I did a lot of gramatical errors and wrong writing method. I really dont noe why! Seriously~ what the hell im doing now!!!! I almost cry there not because of her words but because of I dont understand what am I doing this few months. My scedule are messy now, revision and project time are not properly organised and no time to practice for my grade 6 piano exam on next month.I did again the essay for her, but it was still a lot of red words. Dissapointed!!!! I want to get away from here right now but where can i go?!
Tonight's dinner was tasteless and I dont have the appetite to eat even though some of it was my favourite dishes.I want a shoulder to cry out but i guess no one will ever borrow me his/her shoulder for me.

I hope i can get sick right now. At least I can take a break from studies-projects and stressful life!
I wanna go overseas to take a break. However, I need to wait until the mid year holiday. Bangkok~ Im coming soon! *Sigh*


I lost my soul.
I lost myself.

I'm just like a corpse.





*Ignore my errors. No mood to recheck.
*Sorry for the people who reads my post if i spoil ur mood. Really sorry.

*duh~*

Recently, Im busy with loads of PROJECTS.

ARTS.GEOGRAPHY.CIVICS.SEJARAH.

I dont really have time to online , but maybe because I'm a bit addicted to internet, I gave myself some stupid EXCUSE to rest after tired colouring my seni project. See... thats why Im here to blog.Duh~ one project must draw 5 pictures+colour 3 pictures and colour some samples of underwater creatures.Im okay in colouring but not that good in drawings... >< The project must hand in on this Thursday and I just done 3 pages not included the 5 pictures. I think I will fail to hand in to Puan Choo on this thursday! MAANNN~Civics project must hand in by 7/4/09. Our group haven done anything yet! not even a page~Every civics class our class was making noise and talking craps in the class. The teacher with such a low volume failed to control us.I think she fed up with our whole class and thats why she just copy the instructions on the blackboard. Maybe she did explained to us, but no one is listening.. included me .Luckily, as we changed our timetable again *THE FOURTH TIME* , our civics teacher changed back to the one who teached us on January. I told the teacher we dont really understand how to do the project and she said she will explain to us again on the next class.. luckily!


Oh yea. Next week is the Language week in our school.My malay friends ask me and sheau sze to participate in the drama competition. Lols.. they requested me to act as Mahsuri after sheau sze rejected them. Anyway, i rejected them too! I'm not sure i can handle the character or not as i never participated in this kind of competition before.At last, sheau sze took the mahsuri's mother character and i chose to become orang ramai with Haris. Me and Haris just need to scold at Mahsuri when the drama starts. Hope i can handle it well. I bet I can handle the character well if i scold the poor mahsuri by thinking of my projects and studies.Muahaha... sorry Eleena.


Ahh~ Im so STRESS.TIRED.EXHAUSTED.


I think I need a good sleep this night. But it is impossible. there's an appointment with my dear dentist tomorrow. == I can only sleep until 8.15am.No afternoon nap for me because I cant sleep at night if i take a nap in the afternoon and the most important is I NEED TO RUSH MY PROJECTSSSS.


Ish~Ish~Ish~

*暴风雨*

一整个星期几乎每天都在下暴风雨。

星期二。

上地理课到一半时，校长突然来找 Azreena。

她被告知她的妈妈在雨中被闪电击中。

详情：她妈妈在有点雷电交加的情况下，步行到附近的迷你市场买菜。

途中，雨伞被雷电击中，导致半边身体烧伤。

第二天，在他的朋友口中得知他妈妈昏迷了，处于危险状态。

幸运的是，过后他苏醒了。但，听说好像是下半身不大能动。

星期三。

又是一个雷电交加的一天。

今天发生了很多事。

早上我们一班人得知这个星期五红星月会有面试。

这应该算是好消息吧？

傍晚大约四点半，睡得迷迷糊糊的我被雷电吵醒。

可能是对昨天的事有点恐惧症吧！

P/S:我必须承认，我是有点小胆。

突然被婆婆叫到楼下去看冰咆。真的好美，白白的。

但，有点恐怖。

回到楼上打算下楼时，被眼前的情景吓坏了。

我的房间漏水！！！！而且是很严重…

桌上的参考书差不多全湿。

地上的手机 charger 还有一点点就中水了。

满地都是水。

愣住了。

我狂叫了一番。

接着，就是哭了。

p/s:我很眼浅。

楼上的客厅也湿了。

我的床也有点湿了。

厨房也湿了。

我又不懂狂叫了多少次。

我疯了！

从来没有想过我会遇到这种事。

今天，我抹地抹了很久。很累。很累。

*屋外的情景。*

下了雨的天空…格外的蓝。

但，又有谁知道，它带来了多少的灾难呢？

我喜欢下雨。但，我只喜欢带点凄美、浪漫的毛毛雨。

*假期的最后更新*

不知不觉，假期已经来到尽头。

回像一个礼拜内做过的事，四个可以完全形容—吃。喝。拉。撒。

呵呵，假期前还为自己计划了一下。

真是的，搞什么计划，对我来讲是多余的。

把什么要做的全都写在便利贴上。

结果，全军覆没。

做了等于没做。

你看你看。

1 数学。 没记错应该是chapter 5 :indices. 到现在都还没做。

忘了怎么做。还真的怀疑自己有老人痴呆。可是，小时候的记性不是很好的吗？有时候看妹妹看我 看过的卡通，我都还记得下一个一举一动、谁要怎样啦、结果怎样啦。

2 Dr Jekyll And Mr Hyde。读完了。

那天mood很好。一整天都在读。还奇迹的去做补习功课*compare and contrast dr jekyll,mr           utterson and dr lanyon*。第二天，老师说写错了。 他妈的！

3 复习…有! 我有读! 中一地理三课！ （ p/s:我知道你现在在暗地里嘲笑我...三课地理都要读一个星 。不是啦，我一天半就读完了！其余的时间-　玩玩玩！）

4 美术。别玩了！算我还有一点艺术天分，但我真的不想做嘛！

5 中楷。就这样模模糊糊做了。

6 作文。写完了啦！因为昨天网路有点不好。没事做就写咯！

呼~假期怎么那么快过完？？ 我的计划里面的东西都还没做完那！

假期嘛！理论上是该尽情的玩啊!

可是很多人都好像在泡课本哦…先声明我没有！

我只是读了一半《我不是坏女生》而已哦！

咳，后天开始没得自由自在沉醉在网络世界了！

文意，回到你的课本那里吧! *千万个不愿意，亿万个不愿意*

不要上课不要上课不要上课不要上课不要上课不要上课不要上课不要上课不要上课

*喘气*

*****

前提：

那次晕倒过后，身体可以说是异常的弱

动不动就有晕晕的感觉

还以为是因为bsmm kawad再加上考试带来的后果

哪知道…好像不是。

在之前，华乐团我学笛子的时候都不会晕。

现在，一把笛子拿下来…就会有一点站不稳。

吹Do,Re,Mi,Fa,So…就没气了。 ><''

*****

昨天傍晚闲着没事做跟婆婆+妹妹去散步。

散散散…到了playground...

没事就在那荡荡秋千

荡荡荡 竟然发现有头晕的现象出现

*已经不是第一次了*

才恍然大悟，身体在最后一次bsmm kawad之后垮倒到现在依然没有什么恢复。

天啊，还以为上次晕倒是因为中暑。

现在才知道，那时身体已经在敲警钟了！x__x

昨天连荡秋千都有点晕了过后

真的感觉很不忿，然后我竟然开始慢跑起来

想回去还真的不知道为什么当时会有那样的举动。

当时旁边的草场上有几个友族小孩+一个大人在那踢足球，

看到我不停在那跑圈子，不懂会不会觉得我很白痴？

转啊…转啊…结果妹妹和婆婆又加入…

简直就像*旋转木马*

呼…出了一身汗…

真爽！

后记：还有4天…

后天有华乐团! *爽*

小提:刚刚与方炫玩了一场reversi, 34-30..赢! *技术没差到*

*显*

播着一首又一首的歌…

滑鼠在荧幕上不停的重复着同样的动作

麻木了…麻木了…

下意识告诉我是时候把电脑关上了

可是我根本都不情愿

关了电脑又换来了一个“闲”字

传出了一个又一个“hello.. what are u doing?...i very sienz a..."

回应的都是一样“ya lo.. sienz dao..."

然后   就没有回应了

没有回应了

没有回应了

电脑的toolbar又恢复了昔日的蓝色

音乐依然在播着…

很想大声地喊：“我情愿回去学校！”

即使有一罗罗的功课我也愿意…

后记：还有七天。

15th birthday 之 庆祝篇

06 March 2009. 9.00pm.

venue: secret recipe

过得有点早的十五岁生日果然有点怪怪的

从来没有想过一班朋友竟然会这么早替我庆祝

老咯!老咯! 不认老都不可以…

可悲？可贺？

哈哈…开玩笑啦

谢谢你们为我庆祝嘛！

第十五个生日，果然特别

跟另外一个朋友（建洋）一起庆祝了…

本人生日在12号嘛（考试）

懒得写了^^

生日蛋糕…　blueberry cheese cake..

天啊! 我的名字...

　

 

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-the end-

*updates*

Sunday, 10:15 , 1 March 2009.

Long time no update already! miss me ?? (p/s: I know u wont right?)
Everyday I was damn busy like a bee
preparing for the next next week's march exam..
preparing for the may piano exam..
n .... too much!

last friday was the meeting for Leo club and ping pong.
we had a activity on experiencing to become a Blind man!
every group need to bring out 5 things to hide in tapak perhimpunan...
then draw it on a mahjong paper where we keeped and we needed to exchange with other group..
we blindfolded our eyes with.... GARBAGE BAG!!!! E-W-W-W
our group one thing also cannot search for after blindfolded... sat bai!

I've sacrifice my monokuro boo key chain to hide...
and its dissapeared after the game... TTTTTTTT
my four piggy... my two pair of couple monokuro boo!
miss u all neh... where are all of you..
the keychain is not expensive.. but i love it soooo much...
it had been together with my locker key for many many months since last year


miss all of u... MY MONOKURO BOOs...